Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Dreams

I haven't been sleeping well for the past two nights.  I have had very vivid and disturbing dreams.  Images from the past and possible tragedies of the future have plagued my mind.  It seems that every time I am woken by one of these dreams as soon as I start to fall back asleep. they start right back up where they left off.

It is very disconcerting and not a little annoying given I could really use a good nights sleep.

Last night was full of images from old jobs that annoyed me, cousins in trouble, and my wife and I running down the deck of an aircraft carrier on fire, planes in the air shooting at us, loud noises, smoke, the whole WWII movie thing.  It was very vivid.

I know I am stressed out about school and money and things of that nature, but jeez, can I guy get a break.  Xanax isn't working.  Neither is alcohol or a good workout or hard days labor.

Anybody got any suggestions?

3 comments:

  1. This sounds exactly like Sam--the waking up and the nightmares. I feel terrible for him when he has nights like this.

    I know it sounds like a joke, but when I have trouble of this sort, a good dose of a calcium supplement helps. My mom is better at explaining why, but I just know it helps. Seems like it's help Sam some, too. Anyway, wouldn't hurt any.

    Hope you don't mind me reading your new blog ...

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  2. not exactly the same, but close. i mean, they start as i'm falling asleep, but i never dream out of the bed: i start to fall asleep and then i think someone's in the room or in the house and i'm paralyzed and i can't breath and i try to call out for help but i can't - i just moan and struggle until i get myself awake and realize there's nobody there.

    i think this is the devil at work.

    literally.

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  3. Yep, that is the phenomenon. Happens and then the next day I am totally messed up.

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